Saturday, April 7, 2007

The Sappy Psycho

There are many days that I feel like a sappy psycho. As you can most likely guess, today would be one of those days. The wonder that the perfect child laying in her crib napping is mine- I made her inside of me. It's completely amazing and unfathomable. Why has God chosen me to care for this perfect being and call her my own? I certainly don't deserve this. I suppose every mother has feelings close to this, I imagine that they do. There is absolutely nothing more precious than her smiles- I wish I could catch more of them on camera. They are completely and unconditionally full of love. How can I protect this perfect being? How can I make sure that she has everything she could ever need and more (without creating a horrible brat, of course)? The pressure is definitely on, and the feelings of inadequacy are huge. I am amazed every time I see her face that she grew in me. She's so smart. I just can't believe it.
On another, more serious note... DO YOU WANT THIS HOUSE????? We have simply GOT to sell it. Doesn't it look wonderful and nice? Fairly priced even!! The complete excitement of moving into my perfect new house is overshadowed by our continued ownership of this one! Please pray to whatever being you pray to that it will sell and soon!

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