Overdue

Yeah still here due 2 days ago. 7 years ago I bought a thanksgiving outfit for Mira to wear home from the hospital. This will be the 2nd time we don't use it. I threw it away today. I'm not overly coping well. I didn't in my wildest dreams expect to still be pregnant on thanksgiving. It is what it is. When I'm with dr M I can talk rationally about my wishes against induction, but I really am over it and not very excited about the prospect of a December baby. 

Friday night I worked. It went well, but Saturday I barely slept at all. At noon I was WIDE awake. This never happens to me. I can always sleep. So I ended up calling in for my last shift....which I just don't do. My unit didn't really need me so I shouldn't have felt bad, but did anyway. We had a little thanksgiving dinner at my moms that night. 

I do so love my Sullsie. He's so sweet. 

My view from the treadmill today. Yeah, still treadmilling it. Every day. I've run some off and on this week, but mostly walking. I think I've got in about 13 miles since Sunday so far? Baby likes to run and always has a nice dance party afterward. 

Hanging with my boys. The days are long. I'm short with the kids, really short. It doesn't make me feel like a very good mom. I'm really ready to move on. This extended fun I think will cement my feelings of being oh so done with this stage of life. 

#4 will be oh so worth every painful hour, that I know.